I told myself that the last time
Would be the last time
And now that this last time has repeated itself
This
Is
The last time
I want you to go
Because if you’re gone,
then you can’t hurt me here
Anymore
I see your tears
And I know they are of regret
Regret that you got caught, not because you hurt me
And now that you’ve got to go,
you’ve got so much to say
And so much love to give
Go, please
Now STAY
You got too close to the door
I need you to stay,
and touch me a little more
My skin tried to crawl off my bones
And follow you out the door
My eyes dried shut, they can’t cry anymore
Every part of me is screaming “I don’t want to be alone”
Please stay…
I’m so scared to be alone
I need you to stay
But I want you to go,
so you can’t hurt me anymore
But stay…
cuz at least if you’re hurting me
I can feel something
Cuz if you’re here,
The wall shadows won’t close in
My heart will continue to beat
Because it has to beat to bleed
You are my shock therapy
My heart hurt reminds me that I am alive
The pain reminds me to breathe
I need you.
At least I think I do
The thought of you gone paralyzes me
Yet tantalizes me
Because if you’re gone,
then maybe I can find somebody
That realizes
That I’m so good inside
And will be
Good to me, so good to me
But how can I share with him what belongs to you?
Can I have my heart back please
I see you begging on your knees and I
Have so much sympathy
For you,
you complete me,
so what happens when you leave?
I don’t wanna find out…
I’m pushing you out with both hands
But inviting you back with my tears
I can’t seem to let go of the years that I spent loving you and you hurting me
And then loving you
And then you hurting me
Then me loving you hurting me
I’m used to it, I’ve been thru it and it seems perfectly natural
That I will let you stay to hurt me some more
Maybe the next time I’ll let you go out the door
But for now,
Stay
***when I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired, I will let you go***
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